upstairs~downstairs

~ irigitte fardot , 10/06/2011 4:11 ÖS

oh words, oh words, oh words,

why do you get stuck in my mouth?
why don't you go out there and get even bigger than me?

while i'm trying to be a better version of myself,
some things get in my way
they wear 'human' costumes
i want them out,
but it's their place inside
i want myself out,
but i'd wonder what's going on inside

and what kind of a circle is that?
i'm starting to draw the same around where i stand

i'm watching
and don't laugh but i can see through you all
and i accept the possibility of me adding some more up to this thing - because i know myself
still, it gives me the headaches
to think and believe every single day
that it shouldn't feel like this

let me be, crazy thoughts
let me see it for myself
and take no one else's way