I.F.

They're about.. things.

Life.

Is this the way, really? Do we have to spend our whole life climbing up a certain ladder where you can't see where the steps end? A life that goes away trying to keep your balance while making sure there's a life net under you. You fall, you set the net and start climbing again. Now what the fök is that? OK, you don't necessarily have to fall. Yet again, you might have to wait a couple of centuries to go just one (1) step further.

Bad metaphor.

What I'm trying to say is that.. LET ME LIVE.

Why don't you take another little piece of my heart?

(Sorry couldn't help myself haha)

OK.

I was talking to one of my friends the other day. We've been friends like forever and we've been longing for things we can't even explain and and aaaand why is that? We want our real lives to get started. Why is it so hard to accept that they already did? We feel like we're done waiting. And what's real anyway?

Do we have to go for some certain career routes (mostly corporate) and imitate others? There are a million different jobs out there you can choose. Why don't we have the courage to try something different?

Not that we have precise plans in our minds... We do have some hints though. Whenever I close my eyes (As Gamze told me once - to picture myself doing something I love) I'm at a beach, feeling the warm sand with my bare feet, surrounded by people who are enjoying what I'm serving. It doesn't have to be food, drink, or anything related to feeding. There are many kinds of feeding. Maybe I'm feeding their ears. Maybe I'm feeding their eyes. Maybe I'm doing both.

And MUSIC. Per se. Will be rocking all of our lives. It's not gonna be a background kind of music. It's gonna be the reason. It's gonna be the result.

I know we'll find it sometime.

I know I'll find it sometime.